Reading that shit makes me want to cry.

Seriously, I've probably devoted a majority of my life thinking the same thoughts and going through the same diet circles and being unhappy with myself...

What a waste. 

So yeah, I've been super-depressed lately. Hardcore. Part of it has to do with a breakup. Another part might be that I've kind of stopped eating. Also I may hate college just a little bit. 

But it's not really that...I just feel so unbalanced lately. I cry at the drop of a hat. And if I think about certain subjects (ie. the breakup) I get really weepy. 

Anyway, I've been writing some stuff...so I might post that in a little bit. We will see.